Perfect Woman Turns Him Off

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I met Lola when I was 45 and she was 40 years old. She was a beautiful blond with an amazingly big rack. She looked like a Hollywood celebrity except in her heart she was just a nice, divorced, Jewish mommy looking for love. She had called a few weeks before soliciting me for business. She sold collection services and sounded great.

I told her I probably wouldn't buy her services but maybe she should come in anyway because I wanted to meet her and I would listen to her pitch. I told her that maybe she might think of working for my well known newspaper.  I always tried to hire anyone who sounded good on the phone and was trying to sell me anything. So, I made gave her an invitation to drop in anytime she was in the neighborhood.

I got a call  from my secretary Joan.one morning shortly thereafter waking me up. She said there was a woman at my office who said I invited to meet me. Joan said her name was Lola. I didn't even remember talking to her. I asked Julie how Lola looked and Joan said she was hot. I was a total pig back then. I asked Joan to discreetly look at Lola's hand and see if she had a ring on.

 Next thing I hear is idiotic Joan yelling out  “He wants to know if you're married?  I gasped at Joan's stupidity. Then I heard this person say “ Tell him I'm happily divorced”. I jumped into the shower and then raced to work. I walked in and saw  this beautiful bomb sitting there waiting.  I nearly fell over when I looked at her. I was immediately in love. We talked a minute and I knew she was also attracted.

We ate lunch that day, went out a few times, made crazy love on our first date and moved in together a month later. She did keep her condo though. She loved to cook, clean, or just hang out. Most of all she loved to make love to me. Endlessly. She was so hot I was losing weight from banging her constantly. Lola's eyes sparkled when she looked at me.

Quickly, I knew that she had developed a loyal, honest,and deep attachment to me That scared me. I was still interested in playing around and she just did not really do it for me. She was too nice and loved me too much. I missed the abuse and aggravation I always received from other women. Also, I really was not that sexually attracted to her. The sweet part of her just turned me off after a while.

We went back and forth for several years. She would move in and out of my house. I would always hurt her by cheating and she would always know just by intuition. We could not stand that. We even got engaged once. Still, I could never really get a thing for her. I know it was all mental. I have always liked sarcastic, hard bitten, very sexual women. She was too good and kind.  She gave me her heart and soul for 3 years

She was too perfect to leave and I would talk myself into thinking I could love her time after time. It never happened. Then, we would split up again. It was never her fault. I was a dick but I always was nice and generous to her. I truly like her.

In fact, we just went out a few months ago and tried again. She cooked a meal for me and told me to come to bed. We slept together but did nothing sexual even though she wore a gorgeous negligee and tried like crazy to turn me on..

We slept, had a sad breakfast, and another absolutely final good bye. 

Sweet Lola..