Showing posts with label anxiety medicine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety medicine. Show all posts

Thursday, April 9, 2020

TRUMP IS JUST A STUPID IDIOT

Donald J. Trump became President of the United States of America in 2016 because he is a great con man and sold the country snake oil by convincing enough people that he could lead the nation. 


He fast talked a big base of mostly right wing, angry, disenchanted, gullible, and fed up voters into believing he was their champion and would stand up to establishment politicians and institutions.   

Trump quickly realized that his colorful, rebellious, showman style and spiel mattered much more to his followers than truth or policy.  The more outrageous, nonsensical, and ridiculous the wild claims he made were the more his supporters worshiped him. 

Among his lies and baseless promises he said he would build a wall to stop illegal aliens from coming into the United States. He said Mexico would pay for the construction of that wall. He also said that he would create a new and better health care program to replace Obamacare. He promised to end wars, get nuclear disarmament with North Korea and guaranteed many other things he has not delivered on. He is a liar. 

 He has blurted out scores of outrageous, imbecilic falsehoods each day he has been in office. His words are sucked up like chocolate sodas by his believers. Trump has told more than fourteen thousand lies since his inauguration.

That ignorant moron bullshits his base of voters over and over but they continue to mindlessly inhale his verbal pollution to the point that he has developed a cult like following.

He has been so incompetent, negligent, and destructive in abusing his unparalleled power that he is one of the few presidents in history to be impeached. He is unquestionably unfit to be our commander-and-chief.

 As bad as his presidency has been, his egregious behavior fortunately never involved risking the health of the citizens. That recently changed. 

 A devastating, lethal sickness much worse than any other  epidemic is ravaging our nation and most of the globe. It is called the coronavirus and was originally predicted to kill 100,000 to 250,000 Americans and sicken countless others. 


Trumps only claim to fame during his disastrous presidency is the economy and low unemployment.  However, this virus  may cause recession and depression to invade our lives. That spells disaster for Trump's re-election. 

The proper response to avoid transmitting the virus or contracting it is for people to stay home and stay away from each other. We are doing that.

 Many businesses are closed indefinitely. Unemployment numbers are skyrocketing into the millions while the stock market fluctuates wildly 
  
We are literally dying for factual health information and guidance from our president. Yet, Trump rambles on each day at his press briefings talking political trash and than interferes when his experts try to tell us the real facts about the virus. 
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 Instead of being concerned with what should be his highest priority, the safety of the citizens, this fake president is consumed with his real highest priority which is saving his own ass.

In desperation, to get the country moving again, he is pitching a scientifically unproven cure for the virus. 

His snake oil is called hydroxychloroquine. 
Why is he selling it? 

Do you think that our president suddenly wants do his duty and protect the health and safety of the country? No way. Trump doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself. 

 He hustled the terrified, sick, and dying nation with the same words that he used to try and convince African Americans to vote for him in 2016.  

"What do you have to lose?" he barked out to millions a few days ago. He implored us to take doses of this unproven drug.  
Maybe it will perform miracles he implied? Who knows? Try it.

Medical experts say that the side effects of this drug could hurt us badly or could kill us. That is what we have to lose by listening to  Trump. 

Donald J. Trump, you are an ignorant, moronic, nauseating, reprehensible, vile, evil, treacherous, rotten fucking excuse for a human being. You are the devil. 
             
This narcissists' words matter greatly to many. This drug may send desperate sick and dying people on an unnecessary journey to their doom. 
But, Trump is on a mission. He needs you to get off your butts and start working again. 

Actually, it is not really about what do you have to lose. It is all about what Trump has to lose. If Trump does not win re-election than his power, his money, and hopefully his freedom may be gone.

He is very likely to get indicted, prosecuted, and thrown in jail because of his criminal conduct in office. As president, he is almost untouchable As a civilian there are countless people who would love to go after him. 

He deserves the enormous anger and hostility that he has rightfully earned.    

 He has to be watched carefully now because he is cornered like a trapped rat.

But, unlike a rat who can fight Trump is a cowardly rat who must have others do his fighting. They will be gone when Trump is neutered.  


I believe Donald J.Trump deserves to be in jail for life. 
 
His ultimate fate may be uncomfortably resting his orange head on a steel bunk.  

Wouldn't that be a shame?



  


Sunday, December 29, 2013

Bullied For Life

I started to write down the names of all the people who have bullied me, both physically and psychologically, in my life and I realize that I could write forever about those experiences. It all started when I was a very little boy. I was afraid to fight back when I was harassed and soon everyone had my number. Even though I was popular and a good athlete bullies would find me and pick up on my vulnerability.

So, eventually at school, in the playground, at a party or the movies, anywhere at all, a bully would test me and see that I would not stand up for myself. So, besides the shame and disgrace I felt then I would have to constantly be fearful of being around that guy. Hyper vigilance and constant anxiety became the cornerstones of my existence.

I am now 65 years old and things have not changed except the ages of the people who test me to see if I will become their victim. I can still be easily intimidated if a bully knows what to say or do to get in my head.

I have used so much mental energy analyzing myself because of the continual shame and repulsion I have felt that even after being in therapy, taking medicine, engaging in cognitive behavior therapy, and sharing my innermost thoughts about my terribly damaged ego and lack of self esteem I cannot seem to get any lasting relief.

I am constantly in fear of events occurring that I cannot control but feel I must react to..Threats. A neighbor playing loud music, a dog barking nearby that is creating a disturbance, a bully in the street I see taking advantage of someone who cannot defend themselves, or any other situation where I feel that I will have to stand up and walk through the wall of fear to confront the bully.

I am either afraid to act and do nothing and afterward will torture myself for cowardliness. Or, I face the fear and confront a person I think is a bully for the wrong reasons. I often end up not accomplishing my objective of resolving the problem but exacerbate it. Sometimes, I do solve my perception of a bullying problem only to have another similar situation quickly appear.

Long ago I learned to face fear even if it is not justified. I just need the release of facing the fear that I could not face when I was a little boy. I learned how to step into the mouth of terror often for the wrong reasons and then suffer terrible consequences. The aftermath is still feeling bullied by needing to correct a situation I should have never created.

It turns out that many of my actions were not about  helping the victim, whether the victim is myself or another person but about resolving something that I should have resolved internally. Sometimes it is not bullying, it is my bullied personality creating or distorting a problem. If I were not so sensitized to any situation that could upset my delicate anti-bullying equilibrium I would filter out real situations from ones that I just blew up incorrectly in my mind..

It's a.painful life being a bully or a victim.