Depression
It is so powerful I cannot think straight. I sit here gazing into the T.V. I have done so much yet my life seems to mean so little. I can barely grind out a few words to summarize my feelings. I'll stop now.
COMPULSIVE GAMBLING: YOU WIN ONLY IF YOU DO NOT PLAY.
Updated September 17, 2023 The adrenaline, the euphoria, the joy of knowing you will be in action is enough to inspire any gambler to gamble again and again no matter how much they have lost. I am not just talking about lost money. I am talking about lost health, family, and friends. About losing everything that matters. I gambled for over 60 years and lost it all. In the last 14 years I have quit gambling and slowly rebuilt my life. Yet, I continue to long for my greatest friend and unconditional lover. Gambling. Now, I am no longer owned by that urge. I own it. But, I only own it only day at a time. So, I stay on guard and keep working with other compulsive gamblers continually or I know I am doomed. Each day I commit to not gambling that day and to get to the next day without making a bet. Compulsive gambling is an incurable, lifelong disease.That is the bad news. The good news is the condition can be arrested. You can stop. It's not easy but it's much better...
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