OCD EATING ME ALIVE AND I AM 75
Here I sit once again. Its a beautiful, windy day in southern Florida and I am so miserable. I am tormented by OCD( obsessive compulsive disorder). I am writing partly because I am no longer a football fan and the NFL is raging on TV but I have no interest in any of the games and scores. I used to but 14 years ago after losing a fortune I quit gambling. I mean there is nothing more than I would love bet football games than drive over to one of the casinos that is within minutes of my gated community and play hold em poker. But, I would lose. If not today than tomorrow, Because I have no control once I start to gamble. I'm powerless like I am over my OCD. I cannot stop. I would go from poker, to the crap table to blackjack to baccarat while stopping in the sports book to bet games. Normally, I would be outside playing golf or pickleball today. But, I hurt my 75 year old back yesterday overdoing the pickleball and there are no golf games today because all my...